she’s the one who lies, she’s the one who can’t commit, she’s bad. her mind is of dark things, she is hollow. there’s no point anymore, she’s is done. done with trying to please, done with conforming to hypocrisy and false joy. she is a black sheep in search of her own kind.
in her reflection [...]
Archive for April, 2009
26 Apr
sister
24 Apr
teething adult
1) i feel like i’ve been teething. one of my wisdom teeth is coming in, and due to the fact that i’m without dental insurance, i get the privilege of getting to deal with the pain! i’m all hopped up on aspirin. if that’s even possible. when my mouth first started hurting i had an [...]
20 Apr
the invisible
the widespread You-Tube success of 40-something Susan Boyle has been quite something. she took the judges breath away when she appeared on the show Britain’s Got Talent. i’m not a huge You-Tube person, nor have i ever watched a single episode of this show, but when i heard audio of Susan sing it was pretty [...]
20 Apr
book junkie
i have super news!! ok so maybe it’s only super to me. i made a rule for myself a while ago that i wouldn’t buy any more books until i had read a bunch of the ones i have on my shelves but have yet to read. and there were plenty! i have this aversion [...]
15 Apr
the arboretum & vegetarian trickery
misc. life whatnots from life in the last week or so…
*lent is finally over! 40 days doesn’t seem like a long time in the general scheme of life but when you’re depriving yourself of something it seems like an eternity. i successfully managed to lent sugar and not buy any coffee other than drip coffee [...]
9 Apr
midnight in Slovakia
i was reminded today of a really funny adventure my sister and i had 2 summers ago…
we were getting ready to come home after 2 weeks in the Ukraine. our cab pulled up and we got in and readied ourselves for the long drive across the border and into Slovakia to catch our flight. our [...]
9 Apr
bachelor girl
every now and then i get into these pessimistic “i’m going to be a terminal bachelor girl” moods, where in i feel that my single status will be permanent and it annoys to no end. i’m not generally a whoa-is-me type of person but sometimes it comes up and i just want to spend time [...]
8 Apr
the semantics of “community”
i’m struggling with what to do about something pretty major in my life, church. i hate hate hate church hunting. so it was much to my delight when i easily found a church after the one i was going to dissolved. however, just because the physical move to a new location is easy enough, it [...]
6 Apr
and so it goes
i had coffee with a girl yesterday who i haven’t hung out with in a long time. i think it’s safe to say, she’s hit the bottom of the barrel in pretty much every capacity of her life. the bottom of the barrel for me would be something to aspire to for her at this [...]
